Being in love with someone is not a hindrance with having a best friend. Complicated things happen in our lives and none of us could really stop them. I believe that things fall apart so that certain things could fall together as well.
Okay here I am again, mad at certain things that are happening in my life. She's closer to him than me. I even think She favors him more than me. Jealous, but okay that's life. THIS is my life. I just have to accept that I am wrong even though I am right. I am bad. I am conceited. I don't think about my future, or should I say I don't worry that much about it. I am ignorant. I am selfish. I am no good at all. Period! Because that's what She thinks about me! How could I even defend my side when the moment I open my mouth to start to speak She would block me out. Before I even explain things, I'm already wrong. Now can you tell me why would I even CARE AT ALL to prove myself when in the first place I'm already JUDGED! I'm so TIRED of fighting in a war, when I know I'm gonna lose anyway.
I just wanna disappear out of thin air, and never ever come back!
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