Draco♥Hermione?

  ok i know this might sound stupid or something? and some people might just be mad about this one. i'm just anti-ron. i don't like him for hermione. anyway i'm not rowling or something like that. it's just that draco seems so real for hermione. they're opposites, and based on a science law opposites attract right? i've been reading stories about them in fanfiction.com and i just started to love them...as a cute pair. hermione being a smart girl and draco being a bad-boy-mysterious type. hehehe they just have a chemistry for me. and i do believe that thee are also others who thinks the same. what a twist it would be if in the real story they're paired in the end. sweet! i'd love to see them paired. .

DRAMIONE♥♥♥

day dreaming...better

  okay i'm usually a dreamless person. maybe because i'm fond of day dreaming. i don't have dreams at night maybe because i've got a dozens of dreams in the day. well if you'll really consider imagining things as day dreaming. i like imagining things because it makes me feel better. why? maybe because in my own world of lala land i always think of the me that i want me to be. well, in there i could always be whoever i want to be and there would be no one who would ever judge me for who i am. in lala land you could be anybody. that's why i just so love to there...just wish lala land really exist in reality.
  sometimes i wonder if i'm that weird coz i don't dream at night. but i'm also quite thankful coz i don't have nightmares unlike those persons who have dreams at night. and it is also very rare to have a bad dream in day dreaming...silly right? i'm afraid of nightmares period. times when you feel like you're drowning and can't breath, it just scares the hell out of me. i don't like dreaming of being killed, coz that happens in other peoples dreams. really i honestly prefer day dreaming for these reasons.
 
 

can't understand

i can't read my mind

it feels like i'm blind

i can't understand my life

why it cuts like a knife

it seems i'm surrounded with frost

i feel like i'm getting lost

i can't understand my life

why it cuts like a knife

i'm in the middle of nowhere

afraid to go anywhere

i can't understand my life

why it cuts like a knife

it just started to rain

tears appeared to wash away the pain

i can't understand my life

why it cuts like a knife

now i'm already smiling

even though i'm only faking

i can't understand my life

why it cuts like a knife

by: me and only me ;3

Notes,

   Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate you never write it quite the way you want.

I hate...?

Being in love with someone is not a hindrance with having a best friend. Complicated things happen in our lives and none of us could really stop them. I believe that things fall apart so that certain things could fall together as well. 

Okay here I am again, mad at certain things that are happening in my life. She's closer to him than me. I even think She favors him more than me. Jealous, but okay that's life. THIS is my life. I just have to accept that I am wrong even though I am right. I am bad. I am conceited. I don't think about my future, or should I say I don't worry that much about it. I am ignorant. I am selfish. I am no good at all. Period! Because that's what She thinks about me! How could I even defend my side when the moment I open my mouth to start to speak She would block me out. Before I even explain things, I'm already wrong. Now can you tell me why would I even CARE AT ALL to prove myself when in the first place I'm already JUDGED! I'm so TIRED of fighting in a war, when I know I'm gonna lose anyway.

I just wanna disappear out of thin air, and never ever come back!

stare.read.think

The book I want for Christmas!

If you are in the mood to do some reading after the holiday rush, bestselling author Melissa de la Cruz is releasing Bloody Valentine, a Blue Bloods novella, on December 28. She tells Entertainment Weekly that Bloody Valentine will “detail Allegra and Stephen’s, Schuyler’s human father’s, love story. I was going to put that in Misguided Angel but it got too complicated; I had so many plots and had to move one out.” Her website says the novella has three love stories, including Schuyler and Jack’s.

Vampires have powers beyond human comprehension: strength that defies logic, speed that cannot be captured on film, the ability to shapeshift and more. But in matters of the heart, no one, not even the strikingly beautiful and outrageously wealthy Blue Bloods, has total control. In Bloody Valentine, bestselling author Melissa de la Cruz offers readers a new story about the love lives of their favorite vamps – the passion and heartache, the hope and devastation, the lust and longing. Combined with all the glitz, glamour, and mystery fans have come to expect, this is sure to be another huge hit in the Blue Bloods series.

Read more: BLOODY VALENTINE (Blue Bloods) by Melissa de la Cruz Book Trailer | Daemon's Books http://www.daemonsbooks.com/2010/12/17/bloody-valentine-blue-bloods-by-melissa-de-la-cruz-book-trailer/#ixzz18MlpZ5RZ

(I can't wait to buy this one!)